Thursday, September 8, 2011

A Time Remembered

When I worked at a McDonald's in high school, there was this one customer that always got in my line when I was cashiering. I remember that customer over ten years later because for the three years that I worked there at McDonald's he would come in everyday around the same time, just before ten a.m. He would order the same thing, a small coffee and a breakfast platter; scrambled eggs, a sausage patty and three hotcakes. He would pay with the little money that he would earn from pan-handling out in front of the federal and state buildings in downtown Oakland, California. When his order was ready I would place the items on to a tray, with four packs of sugar and two creamers for his coffee. I would look around the seating area of the restaurant to see where he was waiting and walk his food over to him, I'd place it on the table and ask Brian if he needed any thing else.

Brian would reply in a slightly slurred voice, 'nafins'.

I understood what he said; my grandmother spoke in the same way after her first stroke. I kind of felt bad because I had forgot that since Brian was in a wheel chair and had only one foot, probably lost to diabetes, that he could not reach the napkin dispenser, but, I remembered the sugar and cream. Brian would always come to my line, so many years later the only explanation as to why that I can think of is that I treated him not like a disabled person, but as a person.

A few years ago I was driving through downtown Oakland with my wife I thought I saw Brian at a bus stop. I slowed down and as we passed by I realized that it was not him. I told my wife this same story I have written; that McDonald's I used to work at had closed a six months after I moved on. Once in a while something will jog a memory from the time that I worked there, I often wonder what happened to my old coworkers and customers.

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Creation

By Frederick Kazar Evans

I have had this idea for what seems like forever. I have developed it over the past fifteen years while laying in bed at night. Working out the problems for this idea while laying in bed at night has always helped me to fall asleep, it always put my mind at ease and allowed me to forget about the problems of that day. The first sparks of this idea that I have been working on began when I was a child, around the age of six or five years old. My older brother and I would play this game where we would draw a battle scene on a piece of paper and use our pencils as weapons fire by standing them up on the sharpened points steadying them at the erasers end with our finger tips. Trying to aim them in the direction of the opposing force, pushing down on the eraser sending the pencil tip, drawing a line of fire at the enemy. We would do this for hours at time entertaining ourselves before and after dinner, we did this for years changing and elaborating the ship designs that first started off as simple triangle fighter with windows and stick figure men piloting them to massive Star Ships and destroyers in varying space scenes. I would design these new ships in bed at night and trying to figure out new tactics to destroyer my brothers fleet.

Time went by, we both got older and did not play this game as often, then soon not at all. In nineteen-eighty-nine my brother graduated high school and joined the Army. At night I would lull myself to sleep by continuing the game in my head but after a few years it began to become much more than a just a game. It grew into an entire parallel universe that I had devised, a path that humanity would follow in this world be it exploration, colonization, resource management and the continuation of the human species.

A Venture Up North

By Frederick Kazar Evans

The sun shinning bright between the clouds for a moment. Still the cold breeze in the air whips the few remaining particles of water racing to the ground from the passing clouds. An hour and forty minutes from home by flight to the emerald city. The ground sparkles, reflecting the few rays of light that stream through the break in the clouds off of the freshly fallen hail on the drive way to the in-laws house.

We unpacked the rental car and muscle the luggage up to the front door and ring the bell. A whirlwind of arms encompasses the wife and I. We get wrapped in hugs, kisses and firm hand shakes. The smell of Indonesian food attacks my senses and warms the heart of my wife as we take off our shoes. After taking the luggage up stairs the father in-law of only nine months enlists my abilities to solve minor problems yet again just like the fist time I ventured up north with my fiancee. Luckily this time it's not mid February with a ton of snow blocking the drive way. That day I had earned the soon to be father in-laws respect by offering to shovel the drive way for the man who was in his sixties and who also had a bum knee.

Folliculitis

Folliculitis
By: Frederick Kazar Evans - 2004

Running through the black forest, wielding my sword with its onyx handle and serrated edge slashing at the curling branches and vines. Speeding up slopes and stammering down the hills meticulously chopping away, only slicing the growth that stood in my path. The area that I had found myself in was beginning to become so entangled that cutting through was damn near impossible. Chopping and slashing, trying to clear enough away that I might maneuver through the unsightly growth. In the corner of my eye, something had moved; stopping for a moment to catch my breath I surveyed my surroundings when from behind I was grabbed by one of the vines that I had chopped. It was the root end that had come to life and was lifting me into the air and wrapping its self around my waist slowly making its way to my neck getting ever so tighter around me.

Suddenly, off in the distance I heard an awful sound that sent shivers through my body, and that was more terrifying than being crushed to death by the attacking plant. The sound grew closer as I struggled against the plant trying to free myself of its grip. Closer and closer the sound came, shaking the plant and I. The ground began to tremble and it seemed that the entire world started to lose focus. The plants vines had a firm grasp around my neck; all seemed lost. I struggled and pulled at the vines surrounding my throat tearing at it with my fingers and pulling until I was able to get them underneath, drawing the vines away from my neck in hopes of getting air, and still the ominous sound drew even closer as the seconds that seemed like years went by.

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

facebook beats Google+ to scroll feature

Facebook beats Google+ to this feature, but the static navigation bar is optional at blogspot.com However one thing that is confusing is what is being streamed in the far right column. I would like to be able to edit what is being thrown at me on that sidebar.

Another note, the scroll feature only works on the fB home page, once you click over to another page such ass your profile page the scroll feature is gone and your back to the old whole page scroll.

The scroll feature does translate to groups pages ass well which is pretty cool. I wish Google+ had this feature. it's nice being able to scroll through your stream and still be able to click on other page elements with out having to scroll back to the top to find them.



Friday, July 8, 2011

Anti-Virus Software:
Why Pay for it, When Free is just as good?
If not Better!

Microsoft Security Essentials provides real-time protection for your home or small business PC that guards against viruses, spyware, and other malicious software. Microsoft Security Essentials is a free* download from Microsoft that is simple to install, easy to use, and is automatically updated to protect your PC with the latest technology. Microsoft Security Essentials runs quietly and efficiently in the background so that you are free to use your Windows-based PC the way you want—without interruptions or long computer wait times. Before installing Microsoft Security Essentials, we recommend that you uninstall other antivirus software already running on your PC. Running more than one antivirus program at the same time can potentially cause conflicts that affect PC performance. 

   If you have been using a Personal Computer for sometime, you have a good idea about all of the problems that one could get into simply by surfing the internets. So we all have paid monthly or yearly subscriptions for FireWall and AnitVirus protection software to secure our PC's so that we could surf the internet with peace of mind. But, we soon find out that is not always the case, the paid for software is limited due to the fact of hum0n error.

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Google Music Beta

I finally received my invite into Google Music a few weeks ago but only now have tried to upload music. So far it's a bit slow going even though I'm using Comcast internet service. I'm only up loading 600+ songs and it's a bit on the slow side.

I'm not to sure a bout this service just yet considering that with bandwidth/data caps uploading to stream my music is just not that practical since I have about 37 Gigs of music comprised of 11,223 songs; not including the ones in my iTunes folder, only 612 over there.

I think that it may be a good way to back up ones music collection but I'm on the fences when it comes to having Google Music as the main storage place for my music files. As a last ditch back up its a good idea.

When I'm done uploading I'll try the streaming and see how much data through-put it eats up.



The upload finally finished many hours later at just after 4pm.

 

Google+ PLUS!

I want a google+ account!
More to come.

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Google SSL Encrypted Search


I had no idea that there was a SSL search option from google. Though I have never needed to hide what I search for on google from any one. The SSL seach seems to behave just like the regular Gsearch.

https://encrypted.google.com/
https://encrypted.google.com/

Monday, May 16, 2011

Life is work

 Everything is work. Getting up in the morning, making coffee, brushing your teeth, showering and getting ready for the day. Then starting your day and focusing on the tasks at hand, whether you are paid for completing an assignment or just by showing up. Finding a good reason to get out of bed in the morning is not hard at all, your bladder makes that decision for you. Grogginess compels you to make coffee and hunger forces you to eat. Boredom persuades you to find something entertaining and enjoyable to do. While nature gives you the desire to find a compatible mate that fulfills lusts apatite and eventually the compulsion to procreate. The act and achievement of procreation will then mandate the need for more; more space, more disposable funding and time, but the two cancel each other. Life is work.
 Finding gratification in life while working is the hard part of life. I like to believe that there is no time limit on finding happiness in work while living life but as the years go by and one tries to find an equilibrium between happiness with life and work is hard work in of its self.

The future of television...

I see the future of television coming to apex soon, and the ones on top will be those who were not afraid of the future or change. The good ol' boy broadcasters will have to come to an agreement not only with the ISP's but also the view public, who's eyes balls on screen drive ad revenue.
I see the future of television where the broadcast networks will pay ISP's a fee to not count the data flow to and from their networks against their internet subscribers, there by eliminating data caps. Most everyone has an internet connection instead of a cable or satellite service for viewing television. There will be a more accurate rating system from logins than from Nielson ratings and phone polls. People would spend more time on particular Network/broadcaster site watching there favorite shows and having to sit through the ads to continue watching there by generating more revenue for the network, as long as they have quality programming and up time.


I spend more time watch netcast than broadcast television except for local news. Two sites of good quality are Revision3.com and TWiT.tv who born from the demise of TechTv, a network that was bought by comcast and merged with G4tv. G4 was a network solely for all things gaming where TechTv was for all things tech, but it had a gaming show that was kicking the butt of the shows on G4. The two were merged and all the tech shows, especially the best show on The ScreenSavers were mangled in such a way that they were never the same, the Screensaver was deformed into Attack of the Show, which is a ratings slug (not good). The G4 network is now like the Spike network all COPs reruns 23 hours a day.
The networks and ISP's are at a crossroad one way leads to doom the other to prosperity. People would rather pay for an internet connection rather than cable television. The networks loose eyeballs and ad sales, the have to get on the broadband band wagon. But, the ISP's have a strangle hold on data through put, so the networks will end up paying the ISP's to loosen their grip on the data caps. Freeing us to watch what we want and when we want with out having to pay for two pipes of entertainment into our homes.

Friday, April 22, 2011

New iTunes 10.2.2.12 unorganised!

  I up graded to the new version of itunes the other day, but today tried to use TVersity to stream my itunes podcasts from the home PC through Xbox360 so that I could watch them on the big screen, there was a problem. TVersity wasn't showing the new podcasts that I just downloaded to watch. I spent 15 minutes trying to figure out what was wrong. At first I thought TVersity wasn't refreshing the folder info, so I put new stuff into the folder it could see; it saw them. Just not the podcasts folders, so I looked into the podcast folders and none of the new stuff I just DL'd were there.

  I look into the iTunes preferences, nothing has changed from the settings I always use. The new vids I just DL'd are visible in the all podcast window in iTunes. So I right click on a newly DL'd podcast to see where it was located. Low and behold iTunes created a new sub folder called "Download" in the iTunes folder and put the podcast folder into it, giving each individual file it's own folder instead of the old way of having a folder just for that podcast and putting the new files into it.

  This really screws up how TVersity sees the podcast folder. Instead of a few folders for each netcast that I subscribe to with all the shows in the same folder (all TNT shows in one folder) each update to a podcast has it's own folder! I know it's just one extra click on the remote but trying to scan the menu for the one show I want to watch is that more time consuming. Annoying!

Is there away to change this?

Thursday, March 31, 2011

Seams

Seams  
by Frederick Kazar Evans

My soul has seams
together in some places loose in others,
held lightly together but bound by gravity

Steadfast in determination jovial in effect
the road traveled, distractions everywhere
One step, two-step like a Family Guy. Oh My!

The bells have rung, years of fun,
weight gained weight lost
where did that mini van come from?

My soul has seams pulled tight in all places
this way that way all in the same direction
Bound by gravity filled with light. 

Buzzed

By Frederick Kazar Evans
Buzzed by Inspiration - Prose Poem

It flies around buzzing here and there, we swat at it trying catch it, grab at it but miss. It taunts us with its ever-changing course nor fix or heading steered. Once alight so many chances do appear. We grasp it, hold it for that fear of the known, that it would soon break free, leave and disappear.


That fleeting chance how it comes and goes. That stubborn muse adrift in the ether, O how we yearn for its embrace. Inspired passion, creation and all the thoughts that explode buzzing here and there. We grasp it, hold it for that fear of the known, that it would soon break free, leave and disappear.


Buzzed by Inspiration

Flying around buzzing
my face and ears
no particular course set
no heading steered

Alighted in place
action inspired, off like a race
O how one loves its embrace
Thoughts explode with fast pace

So fleeting is the chance
How it comes and goes
Stubborn, with chance
adrift in the ether

Monday, March 7, 2011

I Remember

I Remember
by Frederick Kazar Evans
 
That move from there to here I remember it, somewhat clear.
We traveled for sometime up the mountain side late one night,
lights blazing in the sky, They dance around from one to the other
little figures moving about whispering in my ear.

I see my father, I see my brother transfixed and austere.
Traveling down the mountain side late the next night,
lights fading in the sky they dance around from one to the other
Moving great distances, from the old to the new
A scary thing for a child of just four years


Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Not So Grand @ 100 Grand Oakland

I was just suffering craigslist looking around to see what apartments are available and came across an add for the Grand. It shows views from the pent house. now when my fiancee and I toured the grand we were shown the units just below the second terrace, granted we weren't looking for anything larger than a two bedroom flat. As we toured we asked the common questions... when we got to the pool question we were told that there was never any plan for a pool. Awe pooh, no pool.

Now I see that add for the Penthouse with it's views of the second terrace a thought comes to mind when I saw a rectangle patch of grass surrounded by an odd border and deck furniture. One question comes to mind. Was that supposed to be a pool? An ULTRA LUXE apartment with out a pool that is supposed to be the envy of the Bay Area!? I hate being lied too!

Thursday, January 31, 2008

How to Install Maya 8.5 Bonus Tools


ScreenShot


I succeeded in installing bonus tools. I have had a copy of Maya Bonus tools 2008 on my computer for about 5 months but just recently tried to install but with out any success for the last 5 hours. Countless trial and errors and scouring the web to see if anyone else was haveing the same problems. A lot of people did. Some said after failing a few time they got the bounus tools to install and show up on the menu bar, but failed to give a real account of how they did it, and if they did it was vary vague. I tried them all and they didn't work.

So, this is how I did it...

1)Run the Bonus Tools exe- it gets placed in to C: \ programfiles \ autodesk \

2)Copy the bonus tools folder into

C: \ Documents and Settings \ *Your User Name* \ My Documents \ maya \ 8.5

3)Open Maya then in the script editor load the "bonusToolsMenu.mel"

hit ctrl + Enter twice. Then type bonusToolsMenu; (include the semi-colon) into the script
editor, hit ctrl+enter again. You'll see the bonus menu appear.

4)Close Maya down, then got to

C: \ Documents and Settings \ *Ur Name* \ My Documents \ maya \ 8.5 \ scripts

Find the userSetup file, open in a text editor skip a few lines down and type in

bonusToolsMenu; (include the semi-colon) and save the file.



The bonus tools can probably be added with out step three, but, that is how I did it.